Wah sorry 6 days never update le, must continue coming back and read okay haha.

Ivp results out, i AM affected by it, but i'm quite optimistic and think look further, so i'm okay with it, i mean there's 2 more years, and not getting into the team is not the end, but a new beginning of a journey.

Yes i feel and many people told me i've improve alot, so there's still disappointment, but it will only spur me on to improve even more and break all limits.

I guess i got more time for my studies now, which is like a wave, sometimes high, sometimes low hahaha!

Won the league match today, 9 - 8, scored 1 assist 1.

AND CMON SONY I CHANGED MY LAPTOP FAN TWICE NOW 3RD TIME STILL GOT PROB YOU WANT ME KEEP GO BACK CHANGE EVERY FEW MONTHS MEH THE NOISE DAMN IRRITATING YOU KNOW ARGHH.

League yesterday was shiok, had fun and racked up some stats at the same time. Got 4 D, 1 assist and 3 scores, which makes my total stats = 6 D, 3 assist, 9 scores, 1 layout. Woo.

I HATE mondays and tuesday, boring ttm and end so late argh! Went 77th Street today to buy my glasses, been wanting it for quite some time now so quite happy to get it. One thing off my wish list =D

Wed and thurs are closing in fast, the nervousness is rising also, Trials!

I can't seem to concentrate of studies now, maybe after the teaming is out then i can go back to studies.

Feelings.. Yes, No?

Let's see, wed's training was sianned.

But thurs' training was the ultimate one. I just felt all the aggro and intensity rush into me, building up excitement and there were ups and downs throughout the training, was glad about the positive comments made about me after that.

Then i had cramps on both legs WHILE COOLING DOWN --' I think I'm the first to kena cramp while cooling down. The cramp's still there on my right leg, argh damn inconvenient.

Okay, now i can only hope and give my best for next week's trial. * Cross fingers *

Aiyah cross fingers got use jiu don't need work hard le --'

I figured out i'm not the kind of student who will revise everyday and be well prepared for exams. Even if i do revise, nothing will get into my brain.

So i conclude that I'm the kind of student who will sometimes listen in class and chiong study when it's somehow nearing to exams, eh this doesn't mean I'm lazy hor, it's just my style.

I'm off to stretching my right leg, want to go training tomorrow de, byee people!

I HATE PROGRAMMING ALOT! =/

Yesterday quite happy when i got back 2 papers, 72/100 and 69.5/100, which is a major improvement as compared to my results last time.

Today got back my programming paper, 49/100 tmd. Okay i didn't expect to do very well for this paper but it seems that no matter how hard i try at programming i just kept failing everytime!

WRONG COURSE?!

Every other module is fine, it's programming that is bloody irritating AND I DO NOT LIKE IT AT ALL OMG.

GPA >3 ? GOTTA BUCK UP!

At first i just wanted to change my blogsong, but then i decided to change everything.

Why? I have no idea. Maybe it's 2010 now.

2009 has been a very tough ride from secondary school to poly life, juggling between friends, studies and frisbee. Aiming for at least a 3 GPA, any higher will have to see if i hit 3 first.

Have been single for almost 2 years now, everytime i think back it just hurt so badly and i hate celebrating new year. Will it continue on to 3 years? We shall see.

New bonds are made, new friends came, 6months into frisbee, but who knows how long will these stuffs last? Was really happy when i got into Team B, where everything really started after that. Joined ZD and got to know many many awesome people, and then got closer with some of them, improved in frisbee along with the others, never regretted.

To clique : 5th year and counting, i'll be realistic here, although i hope we all can stay together till we grow old, but along the way as we grow even older, it will get even tougher to maintain this special friendship of ours, let's just hope we can face this together, after all, i can't get pass 2009 without you guys and girls. So thank you, the 13 of you.

To summarise, 2009 is a year full of uncertainties, new people come into and go from my life, new decisions had to be made, being 17 years is in the middle of nowhere. Having sort of settled down now, i seriously wish that 2010 to be a blessed year not for myself, but everyone else who hopes for it.

2010, let me find back the meaning of love, let me learn back how to love someone, please..

Winter league week 3 today, lost 12 - 8. Sian another loss.

Have been scoring at least 1 every week, so quite consistent. Heng my cough didn't affect me today, i still burned asses today.

BUT THE COUGH STILL SUCKS ALOT!

Looking around at couples gets me thinking, seems like problems occur very easily between them and it's just very difficult, or let's say it's very tough to be going through it everyday and almost everywhere?

Somehow being together doesn't guarantee happiness, you may not feel lonely but idk, maybe i'm scared. or maybe i'm not ready. or maybe no one wants me hahaha!

I do believe she will cross my path someday.

I got 77 for my CRS, which is a B+ (40%) , super happy cause i know my preparation paid off. One step closing to >3!

Didn't go training and ponned my module talk today to catch up with my work which im seriously far behind, but good that i managed to complete my DBMS practicals today.

Sian i can only study in school --', proven and tested.

One of the pics we took on my webcam in COLOURS today!

Oh, my bangs is very long now, like can see it's long, argh lazy to cut sia.

Chiong liao lah!

Hey it's Monday again. Sucks.

Winter League yesterday was shiok, with some mistakes here and there but overall i think i did okay, was really happy to hear comments from the opposing team about me. Positive ones of course.

"Eh that red sleeve guy damn hard to mark leh, he damn fast"

"Wah you speed demon lai de, i turn back you far away already"

Score - 3

Assists - 2

D - 2

Layout - 0 ..

Argh lost both match but it was well fought. Wah, I leg block a guy with my leg at his shoulder height and the disc spoilt after that HAHA. Paiseh sia.

I haven't been thinking about layout-ing for a very long time already, maybe it's time.. but i still feel it isn't right to think like that. tsk.

Kay gotta improve even more this sunday!

I'm pretty frustrated now but i'm doing it for my own sake anyway.

Wah sian my 5th hairband this year just broke.

ZZZ

Okay i shall buy 2 next time, in case another one broke --'

Finally going to get my new boots tomorrow, it's been like 1 MONTH since my boots spoilt, and rudy's boots really gonna die on me already.

KAY CAGE ON FRIDAY SONG BO. THEN MEETING THE CLIQUE WOOHOO.

ANW IT'S 2 WEEKS TO MST OMG.

I think it's been more than a month now since i last updated. I'm sorryyy.

Winter League is starting in one week's time, quite excited and looking forward to it,

Team 1
Girls
Dawn Yeo-Poletti
Janessa Gan
Gao Huifang
Vivian Chia
Wee Chi Hui

Boys
Rudy Lim Kok Weng
Sebastian Foo
Soon Wei Song
Ivan Leong
Chris Huang
Aaron Goh Wei Lun
Lester Wang
Brandon Chew
Derek Lee Peng Yee
Tan Jia Jun
Lee Kang Wee
Ong Chong Kai
Lee Jian Teck
Jonathan Lim (Capt)

This is my team, and i know like 6 other people haha.

Frisbee aside, i really got to concentrate on my studies now, it's like less than 1 month to MST?!!

Cmon my >3 gpa!

Vaio is really beginning to piss me off.

Let the pictures do the talking.


Deng Long Jie and Juinli's seventeen bdae.

Hehe my birthday coming soon, every year wait very long. But it's coming! Aiyah i siao liao.

Jiayou Desire and Intensity, 4 more days, go tock those teams out there.

Hi stupid/short sister, if you ever see this.

And you said you were okay, but i know you are not really okay.
i really hate to see you like this.
thanks to one guy.

=/.
I'm sad. Can someone cheer me up?

Training today was fun, wet, tiring, disappointment.

Pray that i still have a chance to get into the team for the compeition. =/.
Or i'll just have to give 150% everytime.

Hamroll's back at home after 1 week! Thanks yy for taking care of her, thanks loads. Haha, a lot of people were playing with her at Kopitiam, and then Macdonald. Sorry ah, she's not used to so many people at one go.

Glad they like the presents too heh.

Someone misses Hamroll more than i do! She defintely loves me more!

Had the sudden urge to blog.

Sorry for not blogging, but i doubt anyone still comes here now.

I know i may seem quiet or even anti social during trainings, but i'm really not..
I don't know what's wrong with me!
I wanna burn people's ass, sky them, or layouts.
I need the chance.
TRAIN HARDER JJ.

Frisbee with the guys was fun, gonna bring frisbee tomorrow YAY. Soccer Basketball Frisbee woo. Happy teacher's day to those who have taught me!

After wed i'm free, bloody COS paper.

That feeling's back, but i gotta control it, i made mistakes last time and i gotta learn, really learn.
Argh cmon JJ, make the right step at the right time. Patience man. I shouldn't think too much.

This post is super random i know. Maybe i should add pictures.

The pic of my beloved clique edited by me :D

I need a timeout,and frisbee comp is tomorrow.
Nice timing, can play sports,
but still, it's a comp, need to be serious about it.
Will do my best. Heh.

My bro's crazy over the Final Destination series,
bloody gore movie.
kept pulling me to watch.
i don't like gore movies.

3 more days to .....
we'll be there!

Look at things from a different angle,
maybe things will be better.

Sunday is a slacky day, revised a bit, didn't touch game at all.

And damn the cough, which is going from bad to worse,

been coughing non stop since yesterday.

I chiong water and Stepsils already zz.

Been watching Eyeshield21,

an anime about American Football,

about this guy who has great speed but the wrong mentality.

Talking about sports, i feel that i've been off-form recently,

have to discover back my form quickly!

Hmm..

I decided to join ZD, which is an outside frisbee club.

I want to make my choice in life,

i don't want to look back and regret it.

Even if it means i have to join alone.

Ultimate is somehow..

my goal right now.

It's a really great sport.

Am gonna update regularly,

SO MUST VISIT REGULARLY

The pictures explains itself =D

I've been on the WEBP assignment for the whole of today, and i can say i finished up to 3/4 of it.

Pretty satisfied.

Damn tired too.

I'm gonna take a break now, will try and update when i can.

May be old news lah, but i got into Team B, the training team,

felt pretty happy and plan to pia for every training.

Oh, and there's comp on wed and thurs,

CMON NUTS!

Firstly, DAMN THIS WEATHER.

Secondly, i wasted 6 hours of my life today. I dont get what we are supposed to learn seriously. MUNTANE ROUNTINE. + laptops etc etc zzz.

Thirdly, i have a terrible headache now. IDK WHY.

Sorry for a lot of ranting posts nowadays, but that's how i feel.

If only 76 could come faster, that would have made my day.

MY HEAD HURTS!

Fever down, but still hot. Spend the whole day lying on my bed like vegetertian. Choy.

Today felt like hols haha, but still got to go back to school tmr. But my head hurts =/.

Just hope that i can survive tomorrow. 3 hours Maths and 3 hours Java is no joke.

Spent the night yesterday counting HORSES, but still hard to sleep sia. I think i felt asleep around 3+ =/.

See you all tomorrow!

I have fever. Crap. WHAT A TIMING.

But don't come quarintine me, i have no cough flu etc etc.

IT'S JUST FEVER PEOPLE.

I'm not feeling well, i feel damn uncomfortable. I feel damn hot. Head hurting occasionally.

Since i'm such a nice guy, no school for me tomorrow. SO NICE RIGHT =D

I sound so positive hahaha!

I should sound like "

My head pain leh.. someone save meeee!

Cham liao i tio swine flu =/

I'M HOT. Can you feel the heat?! "